Peace, Love, and Boobs,
Taylor.
Friday, July 30, 2010
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Life's kinda out of my control, right now. I'm in a town where I know NO one. Not even myself. How can you be lost within yourself? Everything's a blur. I stay up all night; sleep all day. School starts in a week. Looking forward to a day full of SUCK all by myself. Because, once again, I don't know anybody. I rarely smile. I've stopped all physical activity. I'm really rude. I don't look in mirrors as much. And, I've had this really strong urge to get some scissors and choppily cut at my hair. I don't like myself anymore. At all. No, there's nothing wrong with me. And NO, it's not just me needing to adjust to my situation. I just don't like me. I love music, though. Always have. I'm really starting to get into photography, too. But, I know that going to med school would make my Ma happy. I still don't know if it's right for me. I mean .. How happy can cutting people's heads open make you? Then again, how many musicians actually MAKE it? I feel sick. Bye.
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Taylor , totes get the whole 'not liking yourself thing' :/ anddddd I'm sure you will make friends quick, you have a GREAT personality, feril. (: and the whole med school thing, well I think that you should do something you like, go after it, your an AMAZING singer, you can def make it if you actually try and get yourself noticed or w.e, just have a back up plan! (:
ReplyDelete<3 ya! (: